Weird society - two ways

Date: 8/11/2019

Living in a really weird society. The structure is weird. I live in a cabin with 1-2 others ray and Karen. There might also be an old woman. First part. I think Karen gets shot all of a sudden. The gun is like a paint ball gun, it’s supposed to really hurt by not kill. Just knock you out. I get my hand on one while the young guy who broke in is sneaking around. I manage to hide around a corner and set up on a table, with a clear view. When we walks around the corner I shoot him and get him in the arm. Re recoils bust still has his gun so o jump over the table and race to him, knocking the gun out of his hand and choking him. I choke him for a long time, he was a small guy, like J irl. I think I kill him but he never dies. Or maybe I just can’t really kill him. Someone else is there, She is undercover. I still have no idea what’s going on but it seems like they were there to capture us, brainwash us and take us back to the main part of society that o didn’t even know existed. The undercover girl is part of the resistance and tries to learn more and thwart what’s going on. We decide to try and convince the guy I’m trying to kill that we should all go to the resistance. The girl said J didn’t like what he was doing and that maybe he could be swayed. We have to go for mandatory supplies in a van. They try to hide K and I by crouching on the floor of the van while they get things Part 2. Back in time. I’m upstairs in the cabin. I feel like it was a dream. I hear a shot through the window to downstairs. Ray is killed this time instead of Karen. I look out the window and I see J sneaking around. I try to trap the stairs with blankets and tables and other things so he can’t get to us. I say that I loved Karen, it’s so sad he got her. I liked her the most. Karen was alive and with me and she said “I’m Karen” and I asked “what’s her name then?” About the one who was shot, who’s name was Ray. The man comes up this time passes our traps. It flashes forward to me living in the new society. The man succeeded his mission, with a twist. I was supposed to be brain washed to be compliant and think everything if perfect and fine, follow all orders. I don’t though, at least for some reason I remember everything and I know this is bad. I have to pretend that I’m following along. J takes me for himself as a girlfriend, and we look at pictures of me from the passed. (My late grandpa is in them, and I have short hair in them even though I just cut it IRL) I end up looking around a lot, seeing if I catch the eye of any resistance people or if I need to mentally prepare to accept something terrible.