the guy I used to stalk

Date: 3/11/2019

The dream was very foggy, I couldn't remember that much. Anyway, some backstory, I like this guy who's 16 and he's in the same school club as me, except that I rarely see him since I'm 14, which means our schedules are different. The reason why I like him is that he is unique. He's different from the other guys in school. How unique? I don't know. I just have a feeling that he is, and whenever I get near him, I start to feel nervous. Even if I don't see him, I could somehow sense (?) him, and I start to grin widely and I would always try to hide it. I used to stalk him and even take pictures of him (but I had to delete them because I realized that I was invading his privacy). I also followed him once to see what bus he took but stopped because it wasn't right to stalk people. My dream started and I was in my old primary school (I'm not sure what you guys call it in other countries) and the atmosphere was breezy and cooling. For some reason I was winding through a crowd of parents and students in the cafeteria. I then realized that my hand was on someone's back and he was holding my hand, leading me through the crowd.That someone was the guy I liked and stalked. I felt confused, calm and happy at the same time. I didn't see his face but I know it was him, I could tell by his haircut, his height and one of the unique things about him, which are his hands. They looked so delicate and pale, with a some veins showing. For some reason, I was attracted by them. Anyway, it felt like forever when we were walking, unsure of our destination. Before the dream could progress any further, I woke up.