my crush kissed me

Date: 8/12/2016

So there's this guy I like but he doesn't want to be with me/anyone for a while, so in a short way to put it, he rejected me. In my dream, I dreamt I was hanging out with him and my friends again, like we used to do in reality. We were at a playground. I went into this little ball shaped jungle gym thing, and then started feeling claustrophobic and screamed for them to get me out. And so they did, and then I just lied on the ground for a while. My crush ends up sitting next to me while my friends continue to run off and play around. I guess when my friends aren't looking, he leans in over me, then kisses me. Pulling away for a moment, he says softly: "I've been wanting to do that for a long time." I didn't say anything, but of course he knew I liked him and I've been wanting to kiss him for so long too. So we just kissed for a little while, slowly but passionately. Then we heard my friends closing in, so he pulled away. He got up and walked to them, while I stayed on the ground- and just lied there, remembering and knowing I can't be with him. 😔