grandmas garden

Date: 1/18/2020

i was at my grandmas house in serbia. i knew she was dead so i wanted to take as many pictures of her garden. it had just rained but the sun was out again. the garden was glistening with water droplets. i spotted a beautiful flower i knew she grew herself. it was bright red and yellow. i was trying to get a good picture underneath the flower. there was a big spider with the same color pattern as the flower that i disturbed. it shot a huge string from its bottom across the garden. then quickly glided across the string but as it glided, it turned into an ape. the ape ran up to me and was angry. i knew i had to control his anger or i was in big danger. i controlled the monkey with my mind but was unable to get lucid. To get out of the garden, I had to climb over these stone ruins. also another part of the dream was getting a new car. it looked like a spaceship inside. chris and i were arguing inside the car. i told him that i felt like i was growing and he wasn't. he told me to look through his facebook friends and for some reason a lot of them were porn stars. i told him that i had quit porn and i couldnt be with someone who still cares that much about it and we broke up. i was depressed but just wanted to be alone. i had to get back on the plane to the u.s. and i knew it would crash so i didnt want to go on.