I'm too wild?

Date: 5/16/2022

I was being curtailed by a dozen or two people. They were trying to contain me. I kept running around, bouncing off the walls so to speak except I was going out and bouncing off mountains. I had magic or was supernatural or something. So many people were trying to keep me reigned in. I think it was because of my mom. In the dream she just died and they'd been trying to coral her, contain her, but never did. So now they just focused on me. I went through her stuff, basked in all the power o had, and tricked them all managing to give them the slip a lot. My mother collected romance novels about kidnapping. She had huge collections of secret spy journals. She had a huge - scattered - bit of money. They wouldn't let me have that, even though I needed a car. I was about to go to college. Not that I needed it. I was lighting fast. They tried to keep me contained. I cast a spell to make them all think I gone in a different direction each. They all looked like zombies going after me. They were mad I left my body in the desert and lived without one. Ironically I was craving moving to the desert. I wanted the dry hot sun on me. A native american I knew, part of the family, kept giving me weapons that were hidden blades. He had so many in his person. Often his were feathers that were secretly sharp, but the tip was a always deceptively soft. Another family member was giving me weapons too, blunt knives but they were hidden as well, some. I guess they thought I needed protection. I tried seducing a girl back to life, to give her to a dude who was into her as well. She wasn't into me so it worked out. Save I think she was going to die if he didn't fuck her right then. Or even if he did. I'm not sure. I wanted her to live though.