I had a dream where I was in a room where my mother was laying in bed. I went into I think what was my room, found a note, which i think was written by my mother and she was talking about suicide. I went into her room and sat down and talked to her about it, saying i never want her to do that and i loved her, but then she started gagging and i realized that the note was to say goodbye. I called the police and when they showed up, i hid in my room and sobbed and sobbed. I cried so much and so hard i could still feel it when I woke up.