Seeing my high school Crush... Shared Interests...

Date: 12/31/2019

I was at some kind of forest preserve with a river or something. I really don't remember any of the start of it now, maybe we were listening to a concert outside, or maybe something else. I remember getting into a red van with my dad, Mr. Gibes, and Sarah (the crush I had in high school). Mr. Gibes drove somewhat clumsily through this area which was much too bumpy and hilly to be realistic, but was comedic a bit. Mr. Gibes and my dad were talking for a bit. Finally at one point, Sarah turns on this intense loud band piece that started with a unison loud note or chord held for like three measures crescendoing. The four of us all listen to it intently and happily, despite it being very loud. When we near our house we reach the Wash and 120 intersection, Sarah gets out to presumably walk to her house while we get dropped off. I watch her walk from directly behind (which is impossible since I'm in the van, but nevermind that). She's wearing fairly tight black jeans. Her face was just like I remember it, but her legs seemed to have gotten some fat on them. This made me think of Eva, who used to be a bit more like that, but now she runs. I thought about the two of them, both band geeks like me to a degree... Then I either woke up and fell asleep, or somehow I presume that I got home, had a hard on, and was watching videos online. These weren't porn videos but they were like trailers for CGI animated videos, none actually had nudity though. I woke up with a hard on too...