I cry and sob over losing a girl I don’t know

Date: 10/2/2020

I was in a dance school for girls. And when I was in there I was with my mom or somebody else trying to get this little girl. Like I knew this dance school was abusive and I was trying to get her out. She had brown skin and very dark and thick wavy hair so maybe Indian? I was crying and sobbing as two men lifted my mom and I by the shoulders and took us out of the crowded dance school where at least a hundred girls were in building all in ballet uniforms. And I ran back in to scream to the girl that I’d be back and I wouldn’t forget her. I’d come back and save her. She kept looking back as she was dragged away by her skinny wrist. She was crying to and shaking her head “noo please don’t leave me!” She screamed and I just cried “I’m sorry I’ll always love you I’m sorry I’ll come back for you” when she was out of my sight a girl with a cute pale face, black hair in a bob, and big eyes watched me breakdown out in front of the building. She was sitting on a bench with her friends and looked to be about thirteen or fourteen. She had her head down but then lifted it and watched me cry hysterically. I felt like it was the end of the world and I slammed on the posts outside of the building. I punched them and just kept sobbing because it felt like I lost a loved one.