i go off on crazy ex

Date: 8/14/2018

(backstory: i had a rlly abusive ex emotionally, he was very manipulative and just a complete psychopath. we dated for about a year and a half, i wanted to end it sooner but every time i tried he would attempt su*cide. just so you can get a feel for this boy) i was hanging out with my friend britni at my moms house, it was nighttime and everyone was asleep but us. my ex snuck over ancided i was shocked to see him because i havent seen him in a year. my friend decided to leave and suddenly my ex and i were making out and things were getting hot, but thats not important. it became the next day and he snuck over again. it was the early morning hours and he came through the front door, and it alerted my step mom that the door opened (the house was still my moms house yet my dad and step mom live there, probably bc i live with my dad now irl) i told her not to worry and that id go check it. it was my ex again. i told him he couldnt be here and that it was inappropriate for him to be sneaking over here again because i have a good relationship with my family and i don’t want him to ruin it. we went to my room and i opened the window and told him to leave. he started walking down the street until he turned back around and came back. he was about to come through my window again but my stepdad came home and my ex didnt want to be seen. so he hid in my neighbors yard. i went outside bc my stepdad needed some help with his boat. my neighbors then came over and into our house for some reason and my ex pretended to be a neighbor as well. i saw him through my window in my room looking at all my stuff. “im going to fucking kill you” i mouthed to him, i dont think he saw me. we was finally walking out with the rest of my neighbors and i grabbed his arm. i told him “ youre fucking insane, i thought we could be friends again and have a healthy friendly relationship where we occasionally talk again, but no. youre just like before, crazy, and obsessive. you are obsessed with me. i dont want to see you again stay the fuck out my life. “ he was speechless, then his mom popped out of nowhere she was yelling at me, “so she didnt take you back?! blah blah blah modern women dont want relationships!” i replied to her that i am a fuckin modern woman and ion want ur son in my life crazy bitch. my ex was now crying hysterically and yelling things at me. at this point my whole family was watching. he yelled “and just so you all know, im also into guys. i just want everyone of u to know” and then i replied “you just want us to sympathize for you but gtfo” then i threw him into a window box so we couldn’t hear his bullshit anymore. good morning.