I moved to the Nevada desert to find the coast

Date: 9/6/2019

I moved to the Nevada desert. I was with my sister and my mom and we were in the sand and I guess I felt confused because I was looking for a beach. although, I still felt like there was water close, like we just had to sift her hands through a little more to find the coast. I played on this playground that had a wall made of what looks like buoys in a swimming pool. I was climbing them will wearing my roller skates and I kept slipping. I made a joke about how I was playing like a kid here. In this life, I had animals probably. Cats. Unfortunately however, I think something happened to one of the cats. I remember experiencing the death of a pet and I just felt like it was all my fault. It may not have been just one cat. I think it was more of a situation that affected more than one of them. I feel like I might be sick here. Or, like someone thinks I'm sick and needs a doctor. After my last few dreams with the hospitals and shady scientists, I'm kind of reluctant to continue seeing someone. I almost feel like I remembered. Here, my mom my sister and I are traveling. I'm not exactly sure where we're going though. Nevada. More desert. I just feel like if I keep searching I'll find the water. I can't help but feeling this strange sexual pull. It's like someone I need dearly is there. Like my last few dreams, I still can't remember who it is.