Cutting my friend’s veins

Date: 6/7/2019

I remember my friend had fainted or did something severe. Then I had to call the hospital. This one nurse came. I thought she would put a syringe into my friend’s arm for replenishing the lack of food she had in the last couple days. but no. This took quite a turn. After the nurse identifying the locations of the blue veins in my friend’s arm, she would drag the syringe across my friend’s veins over and over again. The blood coming out yet it follows perfectly along the veins. My friend seemed to be calm at the time. “We have no time.” said the nurse and then she stabbed my friend’s veins many times with a needle to proceed hastily. She insisted me to help my friend while she went to get something. I remember visually, I took the time to stab and I could see the dots of blood form in a straight pattern. In the dream, I didn’t freak out but looking back now. I would totally run a way. ——————————— The question is why would I dream something about this? It would be nice if you could help me out based on the background i’m going to give you. My friend who had a depression for several years. I had seen the scars she made when she cut herself. It left a bruised mark. Often times she felt her life is in a third person perspective. When I read her journal (she shared with me) I burst into tears not knowing why. Perhaps I felt deeply with her sorrowful words. Perhaps I am very emphatic for my friend. One way or another I felt horrible. But why has to be specifically relate to cutting in the dream? Why not a conversation with her? I believe because when she saw the scratching scars on my arm, she confronted me about I need to stop scratching myself. I said “No big deal. It can heal over time. Also I don’t do it often. Your situation is more severe. Don’t add extra any worries.” I believe this dream is tied to the reality. What’s your view of this?