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Date: 1/20/2020

daye is approx cuz i never wrote it down right away. i was sleeping at kierans one night and slept in late the next morning. i kept having lots of dreams in between being awake and falling back asleep. i had one dream where i was with julian. we were both laying down looking at each other. i just remember just seeing his face and i was gently touching his face with my hand. it felt sad, weirdly somber. it felt really emotional and real. his face was just shown so perfectly to how i remembered him. felt pretty weird about it and sad when i woke up but couldn’t place why i’d randomly had this dream.