Jack Touching Nightmare

Date: 2/14/2020

I had another Jack nightmare. This time we were at a party at my house. I’m sitting next to him and he keeps touching me. I’m thankful that he’s even touching me at all, and I want him to touch me, but it’s bittersweet as he’s only touching me sexually. It made me scared. And sad. When I woke up I was confused because I’ve never felt that way about Jack. I’ve never liked him in that way and I don’t. I felt disgusting. I thought maybe my dream was in Kam’s perspective, as she said she’s tired of sex and in my dream the only part of “me” I see are my thighs and they were really skinny. That might be a false hope though. I hate that dream, experiencing it and looking back on it.