the guy who broke my heart

Date: 5/23/2018

last night 15 to 20 mins before sleeping,looking at his picture, thinking "ohh! no one can love you as much as i do. if you would've stay, I'd give you so much love you...." ok so I had 2 3 diff dreams it was dream 2. I guess, I ran from my house as I got to know he's in hospital. I felt he needs me, running to the hospital,leaving my parents my family behind to live with him from now on... In the hospital room, he's on a bed and I'm holding his hand, he's quiet! very quiet! like he's in so much pain (p.s he's a drug addict so I think it's a rehab and his treatment is going) also his hair are shorter than before. idk how my dad is also there and his aunt too. still holding each other hands, I gave him medicines, cut apple for him, he's not saying anything but holding my hand and holding it tighter with passing time.