Crush Encounter

Date: 2/26/2017

My ex best friend debs. that I haven't talked to for like a year and my ongoing crush, will were sitting around my spot at the cafeteria. Before this though I had a small clip of a dream where my current BFF Tony, was at the cafeteria along with another girl (I couldn't make out her face). They had the big sticky buns that had nuts on them and looked delicious even though it was lunch time. After that tho I was in the cafeteria with Will and debs, my ex best friend, and she was smiling and sitting on the other side of the cafeteria and giggling (she looked like she had set this up and told him that I have a crush on him) and will was sat next to me. I tried not to pay attention at first bc I thought it was just a coincidence but then he talked and said something along the lines of "it's only the first leap and then it gets easier " I forget but that probably means that we should just talk to each other and I 'couldn't quite make out' what he'd said so I leaned in and his body was positioned so his back was to me at an angle and I put my face to his as he faced away from me and he repeated it and I smiled but was awkward and didn't really know what to say and put my hand on his back and said 'that's so true' 'oh wow' or something and I awkwardly tried to touch his hand. I have had a crush on him since freshman year and I'm a junior and he's a senior now and we haven't really talked so yeah. it makes me sad now bc I don't know if he even likes me like that. :/