amnesiac soldier

Date: 12/21/2017

Im in some place surrounded by water. the water is shallow all around. im not sure if its a lake or an ocean but i dont see any large landmass anywhere on the horizon. i can see grass below the water. as if this is a flood. its sunny and the lighting is soft. im abandoned on a small round grassy island. a cargobob is flying nearby so i yell and wave at it because im clearly stranded. they maneuver around and i know they saw me. this whole scene feels hazy. they land and i clumsily hop on. somethings wrong with my right leg. theyre all in some uniform. i notice im in a similar uniform but a different color. im afraid that maybe they think im an enemy. theyre friendly to me still. i sit in the back and they ask me things but im not wxactly sure what theyre saying. either because of a thick accent or just another language. one angry looking man comes up and talks to me. i know what hes saying. he asks me who i am. i say i dont know. all i remember is waking up on that island. i feel like im lying. they make me sit back with high security. my knee feels strange and bruised. i dont know how to take off my uniform. i have a very thick kneepad as if something was done to my knee and i needed to protect it. its like a triangular kneepad that sticks out. i ask the angry man if i can get it checked out. and he asks me what i want. i say i want an x ray. he says fine but he thinks im just whining. we go to a large room that couldnt possibly be in the cargobob. i think i fell asleep and they transferred to a ship. or my dream amnesiac man had another blackout?? (btw in my dream i think i was a man. like usual) im walking to this large bed with a scary device over it. whenever i walk my knee feels like its movement isnt smooth. something is definitely wrong. the angry man sits down at a control table and tells me to lay down in the bed. theres thick blankets on it as if sometimes some people sleep on it. i move the blankets but not enough so my right arm is resting on them. he tells me to stay perfectly still as dangerous lazers will scan me. i ask if it started yet cause i hear the machine at work but he says no. i get into a position so that im laying normally, my arm still on the blankets though. he starts the device saying that i should bend my right leg so he can see how its working inside. the lazers are green and make whatever its scanning very tingly and vibraty, but it doesnt hurt. he says that theres nothing wrong with my leg. i sit up and say that thats really good, im glad nothings wrong with the bone. but something still isnt right. i take the kneepad off and then my boots. theres something in my boot. two badges. i reach inside wanting to get a closer look but i feel like it was a secret if i put it in my boot. i dont want the angry man to see it. i pull my pants up to look at my knee and see that it is bruised. its red and swollen. some people walk in and i suddenly remember everything, because of the badges that i saw and the injury that i have. i tell the people that walked in, in the right language that i was a practicing doctor on another ship. the ship was under attack and we had to abandon it. lots of people committed suicide but as a doctor i was saddened by this. they were trying to kill me with them but i refused. they said id be taken by the enemy as a prisoner. i said ill escape. i have this vision where im taking a bed apart, trying to get the inside net to put my stuff in. its just like the bed the cargobob people gave me but with way more cushioning. i remember jumping off of the large flying, crashing mothership and falling towards the shallow water. those who saved me were part of this mothership, but were stationed away to be in the fight. they were one of the last remaining members. im not sure what war we were fighting.