dogs

Date: 11/14/2016

i was working at the clinic and my office was darker than usual. clients kept coming in that i half recognized - it was busy and overwhelming. b came in with his 3 year old son (which he doesn't have) - he looked angry. i immediately realized that a client of mine who was his roommate in the dream misunderstood me to mean that he was traumatized and needed to come in. i tried to explain to him the misunderstanding but i struggled with explaining it cause none of it even remotely matches real life. e came in and i tried to explain to her. i said b could just text me next time and she said "you know he can't text." as i was sitting with him multiple stressed and traumatized clients came in that i half recognized. one reminded me of j. i went to the front desk and several people were waiting but i couldn't determine who i was supposed to see for what or who i should see first. someone handed me a rolodex with names carved in wood. i wondered if it was really up to date. i was at a pool area. huge dogs kept trying to bite me. my dad and ju were there and i kept screaming for help but everyone was angry at me. they said i didn't deserve help. the dogs were viciously jumping on me and showing their teeth. it turned into night and i followed a woman who began climbing through the 9/11 rubble (which i was never near). i kept screaming to her that it was too dangerous and she/we could fall inside and never be found. we made it across the whole thing. it was day again. the numbers 2015 flashed like we had time travelled. i was being followed by a man in a surreal smiling winking trump mask. eerie fake-"happy" music was playing. i walked backwards away from him. i woke up sweating at 3am and can't sleep.