I said a bad word

Date: 1/22/2019

I was watching YouTube videos and all of them had people cursing. Later that day I was talking to my sister and said something like Me: "Man that is ****ing insane" realizing what I just said... and then panicked "I'm sorry!" My sister: "AaaAAahhh!!!!°■°)¡¿" "How could you do this?!" Me: "I'm sorry! I'm sorry...I don't know what happened." I felt tarrible and my sister didn't forgive me ○^○) I woke up from that nightmare.