I'm Married?

Date: 3/15/2024

Summary... My old college crush is around, and in the dream I know I'm married to him. But I don't feel like I'm married to him. He feel sort of like a stranger. At some point, I go up to him and apologize that the past couple years feel like a haze (the past irl years at college were really rough for me), like they weren't real, and I don't recall marrying him. He is hurt, saying "you would say you really missed me", I apologize again, feeling really bad. I then explain how I don't know where my ring is, as I look at his band clearly wrapped around his finger. He is hurt. I'm apologetic. (Then I wake up, confused, realizing I'm not really married to him, then fall back asleep with the same realization.) I then explain this to him, that I didn't feel like I was married, because I wasn't. Dream moves on. (I had like 3 different dreams this night)