Shawn Mendes sexually assaulted me?

Date: 9/21/2018

So, I met Shawn at a concert, he came up to my face during the concert and sang to me (which was lovely) and then later when the concert was over he had me come backstage. We talked, we flirted, we kissed, I became his girlfriend. I'd see some of his concerts for free, or sometimes I'd be backstage, sometimes we'd meet after, just outside the venue, or at his hotel, or sometimes he'd go to my place. I liked it, and this lasted almost a year. One time, at my house, we started making out and ended up pretty damn naked 🤷‍♀️ he was alright with sex so sure, why not man. Halfway through the deed he tried to change what he was doing and go for "butt stuff". I wasn't down, I didn't consent, I was disgusted. He kept trying. Later on I called him on it at a restaurant and I told him that it wasnt okay and if I wanted to, I could ruin his career, and I did want to. He just smiled and told me I was hot when I was angry and asked me if I wanted to go somewhere more private, he said he was getting "hungry" (code for wanting to give head).