After a week and a half without weed. (11 year addiction)

Date: 8/20/2016

By Stablish

The start of the dream was weird indeed, before I went to bed last night I heard loads of large bangs what really freaked me out, when I started dreaming they were explained as coming from next door, there was a monster/Phyco bloke who was living there, he had somehow kidnapped me and I remember at one point in the dream being held captive and being so scared that I couldn't escape. That's when it hit me that I was dreaming and I became lucid and just started to float out of the house and back next door to my bed where I awoke for a few seconds then went back into my dream to move onto the next situation. That didn't happen strait away, I remember it taking a while to fully shake the presence of the evil thing. Another weird thing is I remember waking up to find myself master-bating in my sleep, it was weird because it kind of felt like I was doing it on auto pilot, it was only when I came round a bit I realised what was happening and I stopped. The next part is hardest to remember because it feels most far into the middle of the night. And at some-point i must have dreamed about writing the first part into my dream log, it was only when I woke in the morning that I realised what had happened because I was sure that I had actually written it, I could still remember what I'd written though luckily. This could be a handy thing for future dream journaling. What I remember clearly is that strange posh man joined us at some point and was then part of the dream in someway untill I woke. All I really remember is driving around a town with a few random mates and at somepoint being in a newsagent place to buy alcohol. At one point I was talking to B about taking the boys to Lego land, I recall him saying that it might be hard to spot because one of his sisters said from the front it just looked like a normal house. After traveling for a bit I walked into what looked like a normal London style house, I remember walking through and there being loads of random toys all over the place, almost set up as a walkthrough "it's a small world" but with toys, I remember spotting all the old mighty max toys I used to play with as a kid and being so excited when I saw all the ones I didn't have but I well wanted as a kid, I even remember thinking about stealing one of em lol. I remember making my way out of the house to find just as I was told Lego land attached to the back garden, I can't remember much of the details, just walking through with Alex and looking at loads of cool Lego statues. A group of us were running after a boat race, I remember at one point not being able to keep up with two old blokes who were running with me because one of my shoes were falling off. we had just witnessed a large building burning down, I remember in the dream that Hillary Clinton had done it as a kind of scheme to claim for insurance or something. I also remember the posh bloke saying that it was a conspiracy because Hillary has told the public that it was to be shut down for a day because of some reason I can't recall, that's when we realised she had burnt it down to claim it on insurance. Just before that I remember finding a tin by the side of where I was going to sit, I opened it up and inside was a small bud of cannabis, the posh bloke then took it off of me, it was clearly his. He made a joint on the grass by the riverbank and I had told him I hadn't smoked for over a week now. He then past it to me and I begun to toke it. (No will power in my dreams either clearly) I recall feeling the effects of being high again, I kind of liked it, it was a little release. Maybe what I needed! We were visiting a Gordan Ramsey / sea food restarant, Matty was there, he was looking at some fish on a marked stall outside the restarant, I remember him touching the fish and talking in detail to the market bloke/ fish monger about fishing and different types of fish. I remember in detail one bright blue small fish that was in some kind of jelly, and remember Matty touching the fish. I thought to myself how many other people are gonna be fingering the fish before some poor sod has to buy them for themselves! Then I remember spotting what looked like hogs/pigs walking around my feet, at first i thought they were dogs because I even went down to stroke one and was shocked when I realised it was not one. Then weirdly I noticed tiny miniature dead hogs for sale on the market table all packed in airtight plastic, I felt bad and didn't want to buy/eat one. At that point I had separated from the main group wasn't sure how I was going to find my way back to the main group, the bloke I was with was just about to go on a tour of a posh hotel I was about to join him as well because I thought why not, I'm here for the experience now. I remrmber just before waking up walking past a cricket match, it wasn't just a random cricket Mach though, I recall a few blokes talking about having to play in one earlier. Before that we was all in what resembled wimpy in town, but it was more like a house at the same time. There was me and a few friends can't remember who. Tommy b, mouse and a few other ransoms, the strange thing was though there was this posh bloke who was following us, everyone didn't seem to mind him but I remember not being too keen on him being with us. Side note; when I woke up I looked at my note pad to see an account of the earlier dream only to realise there wasn't one there, I had obviously wrote that down in a non-physical dream log lol. Luckily though I could remember what I had wrote, this will become a really handy technique for me in the future I'm guessing! Looking back now I'm kind of thinking that because I was quite fearful when I went to bed because of the loud noise I heard the monster/abductor must have represented fear for me. Hence why it took a while for him/ the fear to bleed out from my dream after retuning for the second time, I remember me just trying to get on with other things but finding it hard to shake the presence of this evil thing that wanted to keep me captive, after that though he must have finally gone and my adventure style dream kicked in full pace. Another strange thing was, I was due to go up in the attic to start sorting it out and the first thing staring back at me as I turned the lights on was Gordan Ramsey's face staring back at me on the cover of his book "Humble Pie" and then to add to the situation I then spotted a few pieces of my old favourite Lego toy. I think it's quite weird that a few of them things came up during my dream that morning/night. Another thing to add, this is the first dream I remember in detail in quite some time, as I look back on old accounts they never normally become this vivid out of nowhere, it normally takes a while of writing them down for my recall to become good again. Terry's wife text at lunch to say there was a building on fire near her, coincidence number two!