strange sexually charged dream

Date: 9/15/2016

I had a dream were I was a a Egyptian Consort to the Pharaoh. while belly dancing for him I felt extreme femininity. as the dream went on I enjoyed my life as a entertainer for my king . but when I was told I was chosen to be his son's wife I felt powerless. and the need to escape. when I awoke I felt panicky then confusion. why would I feel safer and more empowered as a simple dancer than the queen?