Wedding Day

Date: 3/19/2019

So I dreamt that I was getting married last night. Weird...I was getting married to a beautiful lady that I did not seem to love. :( I was in a room, feeling deeply trapped and sad. I hear a knock on the door and in walks a ex. Although not an ex in real life but in the dream I felt like she was in ex. Weird how dreams can make you feel and realize things like it was your actual real life...Anyways, she was beautiful and I felt this happiness. She was fuckin beautiful. I grabbed and hugged her tightly...I suddenly was walking out of the room and another woman runs up to me and hugs me as to if say choose me not her. I tried to run away but then ran into another woman trying to grab and hold me. The whole time I was trying to find my ex from the room....Then I woke up, sweating...I hate dreams like this. :( Of course I quickly fell asleep again last night trying to continue the dream which of course was not going to happen...bummer...Anyways I was drawn into another dream that had nothing to do with the first dream. I was with co workers playing a real life attack game. We were all in a building and could see each other’s location on a phone. We could select where we wanted to drop bombshells and kill each other. I remember a co workers husband getting burned by a bomb some one had dropped but we just continued to play. Fucking disturbing as hell, dreams sometimes suck and I want to wake up so badly but it doesn’t work that way. We continued playing and I eventually woke up...again...I am a light sleeper....I dreamt again but do no remember much...Eventually my alarm went off, I got ready for work and here I am...Anyways....back to the daily grind....3/19/19/