What do I want

Date: 9/8/2020

Had a dream I was walking down the street and I saw two friends that I went to high school with in a bakery/food shop where they worked: Sarah and Ethan. I didnt really talk to them but I did order beans and rice as I was in a hurry to get somewhere. I ate my food at a table outside, my bag was in the chair next to me but as I was finishing someone else came to sit there, so I picked up my bag and my bowl and went to take it inside. The store was getting ready to close and now Ethan was Ashley (primary school bff). The three of us spoke a little about what we did after school and I told sarah i always knew she'd be a Baker and about my depression from unemployment. We were making our way to Ashley's house on foot now. As we got to the front yard gate, Sarah started walking faster and went inside before us. Our pace slowed down as we walked toward the door. I made a joke and Ashley playfully shoved me. Although he didnt mean for it to happen, I started falling over to the side, but I did grab him and pull him down with me as I was falling. Luckily there was a couch outside on the porch that I fell onto, and he fell on top of me giggling. We embraced each other and kissed deeply like we were the last people in the world. The couch was broken and the house/yard wasnt in the best shape - but we seemed oblivious to that, happy to be together again.