aliens

Date: 3/13/2019

so i’m not a lucid dreamer. occasionally i’ll have a dream where i’m aware that i’m dreaming, but i had never tried to alter anything before because my dreams are usually pleasant. i don’t normally have nightmares, and my dreams tend to lean on the more realistic side. and maybe i do have nightmarish dreams, but i never remember them. anyways, friday night i had the scariest dream i’ve had in a while (that i remember). so i was sitting outside with suri (my little sister) and ami (my dog). suri was sitting on our back porch table (on it) and ami was laying next to her. i was standing by the porch swing and i saw this really weird red lizard thing and i was like, "i should take a picture of that" so i tried to find my phone but i couldn't but as i was searching more and more weird animal creature things were popping up. they were humanoid. but they weren't human. they were about waist high and pudgy but that's the only similarities they all had. so i was freaking out and i run inside and i'm yelling at suri and ami to come inside too. they don't seem to like ami much and let her go inside, but they were holding and fondling suri. finally i start screaming at them to give her back and they kind of smile(?) and look at her and then look at me. and i told them to give her to me. so they throw her. and i had to step outside of the doorway to catch her. and when i turned to go inside they closed the door. and anytime i tried to open it my arm would just close it and i couldn't hear the creatures laughing but i knew they were. so i had to scream for my mom to come help me and finally we managed to get all of us inside and i immediately said, "lock all the doors and windows". and ami starts barking whenever she heard or smelled the creatures around, but i somehow knew they didn't like it, so they got in her head and made her whimper and cry. i don't remember anything after that. but i remember i wasn't fully asleep but i couldn't wake up. i remember thinking, "i don't like this dream and i don't want to be dreaming it anymore" but i couldn't get myself to wake up. and with the ami barking and the creatures not liking it thing, i think i decided that they wouldn’t like ami’s bark because i was scared. i remember thinking, “i don’t want them to like this” and they didn’t. i think the scariest part was just being aware i was dreaming, being terrified, and not being able to do anything about it.