The trainride

Date: 4/20/2026

This first bit of the dream was not yet lucid. I was on a train with a large group of people. I think they were my classmates. We were in Japan. I had a local guide with me who was supposed to tell us when to get off the train. She went to the toilet though at some point, when I actually thought we had already missed our stop. She smiled thoughts and told me it would be fine. She was so friendly and trustworthy I believed her. Not long after though, like at the next stop, we found out this was the last stop and we had indeed missed the one where we were supposed to get off. Or at least I did, I wasn't sitting with my classmates and my guide was still on the toilet. We got out of the train and into a large trainstation. There we met another foreigner, who was nog with our group but had been on the same train (yet somehow got to this place way before us). She had vomited all over herself and was trying to stay positive. She had gotten off of the train earlier to clean up. We all tried to come up with solutions to help, but were 't sure how. We just tried to say stuff to support her, but it seemed this was only stressing her out more. Then some lady helped her go through her luggage and found some clothes she could wear. We then went back to the train. I realised here that even though we were all travelling together, and even when I had someone with me who was supposed to know it all, in reality none of us really knew where we were supposed to be headed, or at least still made mistakes along the way. We didn't give up or get sad though, we just looked for another way together. I guess it's kinda comforting in a way. Then I was at a campsite. I was trying to find the toilet, but finding the right way was very difficult. I kept walking into other people's tents and stuff. At some point I just knew they were talking about how inconsiderate I was being walking into other people's spots like that. Like I was supposed to know better. I did know better of course, but still couldn't act on it. At some point I broke down and just screamed that I was sorry, I wasn't trying to be an ass, I was just lost and had no idea how to get to where I was going.nibody really reacted, but it felt good to let it out. In the next part of the dream I was at home with my parents, my older brother, my brothrf in law and a friend of mine. My brother, brother in law and friend played some kind of game.whefe one of us was supposed to catch the others. At some point my brother was about to be caught by brother in law (the hunter in this game). I did something though that kinda pissed them both off, I was following them around. I had forgotten I was supposed to run away. The brother in law went after me and got me. They kept saying stuff like 'well you knew you had to run away, but you wanted to be cocky and watch.' I tried explaining to them that wasn't it, but they didn't want to listen. Later they continued talking in an online chat, like discord. I then typed it out for them that I just forgot I was supposed to run away, that I was stupid I did so, but that it wasn't me being cocky. In the next part of the dream I was in my room and thought I had woken up. I wanted to go to the toilet, but something felt off. I tried turning on the light in the hallway and the light didn't work. I became terrified, because this is my way of checking if it's a dream. If the light doesn't work, it's a dream. Then I tried the other light switch, which was right next to this one, and this time something did happen. The lamp in our living room we g on. This too was scary and confirmed my fears for two reasons, one this light switch was supposed to turn on the light in the first floor, not the living room. Second. The lamp in the living room does not function with a switch like this one on the wall. It has its own on the lamp itself. I decided to try and wake up, because this was a scary dream. I ran toward the window in the living room intending to jump through and wake up. I started wiggling and everthingto just get myself to wake up. I succeeded luckily!