Journeys of the Mind

Date: 7/1/2019

Someone let my rabbit out while I was outside meditating. I watched him play in the show and two other bunnies, also mine, joined in the play. I was sitting on the ground outside a castle meditating. The meditation became so still I was so still not even upset at what was going on, worry about them, could intrude. I became like a mountain, rooted and so still, watching the green chrysalises grow on the grass. When I woke up a year had passed and Iw as being held gently by mother from the castle. I cried, or I tried to, everything felt different and distant. ~ I was slowly getting into politics. I had interesting ideas and I watched a lot of debates online. There was this paper, like a long receipt, which played videos on it and had text like a newspaper. It was thin like a receipt and you could roll it up. It made watching things later very convenient. I watched a new politician get into the area in her first ever debate and run for some low level office. I preferred politicians who knew what they were doing. I felt slightly alienated from everyone due to this new interest. I wasn't anywhere, not well informed or sure if any position yet and I felt that incompetence. ~ I met a man who asked me to go into his mind. He wanted me to tell him where the disconnect was, between him and his emotions. I was uniquely capable of finding it, as I felt into everyone. It was natural for me. When he asked I was able to tell him exactly what what going on inside, about the disconnect. He then kidnapped me, ne naieve and unawares that's what it was and forced me to go into his mind and tell him right from wrong. ~ I went into this dingey old trailer camper out in the middle of know where. I had a female with me, a friend in a maroon suit with a pencil skirt. We went into the trailer through the roof following the man who lived there who promised to show us something amazing. The man had pieces of a couch in there but not the actual couch. It felt off though being there, the entire time my stomach hurt, and I felt as if he had creepy sinister motivation. I was comforted by the fact I had a companion with me but he taunted us both about going into stranger's homes and trapped us in a seat with a bar, like a carnival Farris wheel seat. The bar was made of light though, I checked. We could have left anytime. ~ Someone bought me all the tarot card decks I wanted. I was lying down on the grown clutching my belly and reaching for them in the dirt. I felt relieved. ~ Someone said the world was infested with bats. She was right, they were everywhere. I didn't find it an infestation or even negative a thing. I agreed with her but I loved them.