The Girl

Date: 10/20/2016

Yesterday I saw her during gym. We were hiking outdoors. I wanted to talk to her so badly but she got paired off with other people that I didn't know so it would have been quite awkward and intrusive to just barge in and start talking to her. I thought about her all last night and I guess that transferred into my dreams because she appeared in them. I don't even think I got to talk to her in my dreams but I just remember this feeling of pure bliss and euphoria being in her presence. Next Wednesday I'm just gonna go for it. I know nothing about this girl, not even her name but she's so amazingly beautiful and has this mysterious aspect about her that just absolutely intrigues me. Yes I'm completely attracted to her; those soft brown eyes, the way she smiles and looks down at her feet afterwards almost as if she's embarrassed or ashamed to smile, the way her long brown hair falls perfectly down upon her shoulders, each and every little freckle on her cheeks and nose, but it's not even all of that, I've never wanted to get to know somebody this badly in my entire life. I'd be the biggest idiot if I didn't put myself out there and give it a shot. Life is way too short to live within the confines of fear and I've lived within those confines for the majority of my 19 years on this planet. So please universe, please let this work out. Wish me luck.