The army takes over the house/ leaving Uruguay?

Date: 10/7/2020

I'm in a huge Spanish Villa it appears. All my things are in here and I have to pack to go to Uruguay. There's this impending presence like I'll have to get out quickly. My grandparents are here and I do my best to show them around. My parents and sister are as well. It feels as if there's someone looking for us. A lot of someones. I try to get my things together as quickly as possible and usher my family out. They're now appearing. It's an army that will indiscriminately kill us on site. Like Homelander from the boys in the protest hallucination. We begin running and pouring out the doors into the yard behind but here's where there killing the people. We're less safe than we were inside. I see a chicken wire area where there are cats inside. Fonz is here and I need to get him. I find two black cats and do my best to wrestle Fonz, who has the black collar, into his carrier. I get him, find my family, and we run up the hill into the bushes where we're safe. I go back to my room in New Jersey. I'm packing to go to Uruguay to study and I only have a little time left. I leave on the plane tonight at one. Or three. I realize I left containers of food here that had expired and apologize to my mom that she'll have to clean them. I'm not sure how I'll bring all my clothes. I'm not sure of even what I have or need. Or when I go. Or for that matter, if I'm in Uruguay now or going there. My drum and tango classes are here. And there. Like they won't change. I look though a closet with high ceilings in my room, the one to the left, but it goes way back and is a sort of prop closet. I see a lot of my dad's artist stuff and feel his warm, loving presence here. My dinosaur suit is here as well, from when I was a kid. It's bigger than that one and I almost don't remember that particular one, but I'm curious to bring it. I feel like I am always forgetting something. I have to eat before I go and find a room with low, round tables. They've got white table cloths and are set for multiple people. I keep having to get up and move and find a place to sit. I'm not actually sure I'll have time to eat before I go. I have to use the bathroom and get stuck in a huge line. There are individual stalls with a shower curtain around them and others that are communal.