Two deaths

Date: 6/17/2016

At first it was blurry because I was sleeping in my dream. When I finally opened my eyes I could we two men walk around my bed in a panic. I could still feel "Alex" my boyfriend by my side. One of men stood there in silence... he told me "he is gone.." looking at him confused I said "what are you talking about?" "I am so sorry" he added. I turned around in a rush to feel his cold pale body lying there beside me with no life... I began to cry like crazy! "no alex please wake up! wake up alex!!! please!!!!!"……… I closed my eyes, and when I opened them I was in his bed still crying and smelling his pillow hoping it smells like him. I got a phone call from my mom, "Van...... Vaaannn!!" I could hardly hear her... "your dad died!..." I began to cry harder and louder.. "mom, Alex just died to!!........" At this point I find my self in my bath tub stabbing myself to death.. I finally woke up crying..