Calming

Date: 3/23/2019

Saturday morning sleep, gives the best dreams as always. The dream starts and I find myself back with my old class from highschool, everyone is there, but we're not in our high school, we were in my middle school--and it wasn't like I remembered it, it got a complete rework, looked very cool. Anyway, our task as a group was to prepare for finals (which we already finished) bu yeah whatever, I'll get to the point. After wandering and exploring I sit down with a group of girls I obviously know and friends with for a long time, they were studying on the floor sitting against a wall. I had a gum in my mouth, one of those pink ones that everyone knows the flavor of, I sit down next to a girl I knew since middle school, but was never too close to, she has blue eyes and blond hair, Russian-- very pretty overall. I asked her what are they studying for and got closer to look at her book, she put her arm around me and brought me close to her shoulder, her arm around my neck. The mood was comfortable and chill, and we exchanged whispers, talking to each other while very close and looking into each other's eyes, I knew I had a gum so I didn't worry about my breath when I'm this close, we kept talking quietly for a bit and our heads were close, We layed our foreheads on each other, almost touching with our noses, and looked each other in the eyes.. She seemed calm and I was too, our bodies rocked synchronizely, slowly... and we just stayed like that. She is really pretty and I felt how strongly this was leading to a kiss, and I did want to.. It was all very calming, almost blissful.. But a thought kept running through my head: "I have a girlfriend, I can't kiss her, this calming hug is enough" And that's it, in the dream this whole thing last about a minute or two before I woke up. I liked it, and I wish I could be like that with my girl.