a lot of dumb dreams

Date: 1/15/2017

I had a dream that I organized my closet. Lol. When I woke up I was mad that it was still a mess and I still had to organize it eventually. XD i also had a dream that I caught my mom smoking a cigarette. And if you knew my mom that would be a big deal. She's always advocated against drinking or doing drugs and has frowned at my dad and brother for ruining their lungs with cigarettes. In the dream she tried to hurriedly put it out when she saw me come in, but at that point I had already seen it. One other dream was that I finally decided to start caring about myself and my appearance. In real life I've let myself go a little. So in this dream I decided to start wearing make up, and really try to learn how to put it on (it's such a process ugh) and I vowed to start working out and get in shape. I vowed I would just be a prettier person and not such a slob. I also had another dream that I was a gay Indian man with a mustache (I'm a white girl in real life) and I had kind of been accepted into this circle of people at this club. Some of them were actually somewhat famous. Like one was a model, one was an aspiring singer, and a few were on RuPaul's drag race. But anyway I was drawing this thing for one of the guy's there. It was some animation thing, and everyone was complimenting me on how good it looked. I shyly said thanks, but asked them not to tell this guy. And then the guy walked in and I knew immediately that he knew I liked him. I looked around at the others and they pretended like they hadn't said anything to him, but I knew they gossiped. So the guy I liked said, "hey come here, in this place we greet each other with a kiss." And I was very shy, but didn't want to be rude so I awkwardly got closer and tried to kiss him. And then I woke up! XD