Date: 8/5/2019
By pretzeling
I am sitting in my room on my bed with, quite literally, a dream guy. I like him but I don’t really know if he likes me. At some point I decide to give him a hug, so I do. And all of a sudden he leans into it and hugs me back more fully than I’m hugging him. I feel a rush of happiness, like, I was in such suspense, but now I know my feelings are reciprocated and we both want to be with each other right now. It’s the best feeling in the world. I end up falling asleep on him and get embarrassed because I’m worried about drooling on him. Sometime later he kisses me by leaning off the side of the bed. It’s so nice and wholesome. He tells me that he really loves me, but he can’t be with me long term. I’m sad, but somehow I instinctually understand why he can’t be with me. I think maybe I knew I was dreaming on some level. Either way, I understand now. Goodbye, guy.