Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 12/13/2019
By Onii
Please bear with me I just woke up and I’m still trying to hold on to as much details as I can 😭 It all started out like I was in college. There was this huge end of the year event and it lasted for about a week. It was wild. A wrongly convicted felon (from a documentary I watched) was there. My EX was there and the worst part was we rekindled our relationship into a real one. (I.e. in reality, I have moved on and am in an actual relationship with someone I can confidently say cares about me??) ANYWAY, it’s crazy because during this bash everyone is getting ready to go home for the break, so there’s constant people rapidly entering and exiting the dream. My ex and I are seen as this cute as couple and I think I was about to lure him into one of the rooms so we could fuck, but my hair wouldn’t act right (thank god?). Eventually it was his turn to leave, and I guess I was triggered because he’s left me numerous times before. So I’m having this meltdown and I have to leave. Not necessarily to go after him, but the environment was becoming really chaotic and overwhelming. Just overall suffocating. I ended up hijacking a whole city BUS and just going wherever. I came to this toll bridge, but I didn’t have any money on me so I pushed the bus over and ran. Then this other bus pulled up with these professional bus drivers and I guess the recognized me as one of them and let me on. I don’t remember much after that but my alarm went off in the middle of them dyeing my hair >:”((