Beautiful dress and cycling

Date: 4/28/2019

I was wearing my beautiful dress somewhere (with the roses) to gain The Panther’s attention. I forget whether it worked or not. I feel I was trapped in the energy of longing and striving and seducing rather than any closeness being achieved. I was cycling up a steep hill to get to his place. The journey felt arduous. A lot of effort on my part to get uncertain or minimal results. Also Il was in one of my dreams. She was still trying to seduce Fi. I care less about it now. I beleive I’m healing!! ;)