saying goodbye to mike

Date: 4/16/2016

We were good friends in high school. As good as it got for me, really. His name was Mike and I wanted to be like him. I wanted to be like Mike. My name is Mike. We have the same initials. He was very tall though and I was not, but we were always joking around together at school. Anyhow... In the dream, I walked to his room to say goodbye. I knocked on the door and he said "go away". But it was clear that he was joking, probably thinking it was his mom or brother or something. But then he saw it was me and his eyes just fell. He looked away and wouldn't make eye contact. I said to him, Mike, I'm going to be leaving now. He just said OK and continue about his business. I walked a few steps, and then I turned around and said hey Mike, I'm sorry for how this ended. He didn't say anything. What's weird is that I don't know why I would be sorry it ended. He was my best friend. But I was probably not even in his top 10. Maybe he realized I was in love with him.