Date: 10/10/2021
By Ether_Erebus
Before this, something happened with Jassi’s dad - he was being really annoying and I didn’t want to be disturbed. I woke up and knocked out again and the bottom dreams happened. End part of a dream - I’m with a groups of friends I don’t really know but Jp from first year chemistry is there and something’s wrong. We’re in a basement and we’re all playing a game or something. He was doing something and he just froze and had a lost look in his eyes. I grab his hand and he looks over and he’s very shocked. I ask “hey, are you okay?” And he says “no” in a very meek voice. So I hold his hand tighter (his hand was really stiff to the touch and cold) and pull him towards the other room’s couch/bed and as we’re doing that he holds my hand tighter. I sit down and he sits down facing me and I just stare into his eyes and he does the same. I don’t remember what happened next but then I woke up. I think I was in a relationship with JP but idk. Then, I went back to bed and had another dream where I was talking to Loren and he tells me that Chulmin is doing a brain extraction today and I’m like “oh cool” and then he tells me it’s skippy (my sister’s dog in real life) and I literally start bawling my eyes out. And Loren tells me that when he told his kids, they started crying and he looked over to me and I’m literally sitting on the floor crying and he immediately stops talking And I wake up with my throat closed up and my eyes watery. Fking hell, I hate that feeling. Maybe I should look into arthritis for my PhD?😂