Made a mistake

Date: 7/20/2016

I somehow ended up in a restaurant when mr. X's there we invited to the second guy and Mr X was saying how he's not good-looking... he was jealous obviously. we ended up I'm going back to my place one thing led to another it was so real. I could even feel the way that he kissed me and in my dream while I was kissing him I was telling myself I'm kissing him... I couldn't believe it and I was happy. when he got up to leave he gave me a hug and kissed me and I said I love you and he didn't respond. after that we went to a bar and we were sitting there talking. I asked him why we broke up and he said he didn't know. then he said he wanted to get his life together anyone had to go back to school and everything was too stressful. I got really upset with him. when he went to go use the restroom I got up and left. he started chasing me down the road later on and caught up with me there was tons of college kids walking around and we were yelling I was mainly yelling. he was telling me to be quiet and I yelled even more saying that is your problem you're so scared about what other people think. we went somewhere else and sat down and I was very upset , I told him that he has a serious psychological problem . that he told me that he loved me and he was in love with me and the next minute we're breaking up or not talking ever again ... I said but you want to know something I do love you then I got up and left as I was walking out the door his phone was right next to the door and he tried to call me I was about to take his cell phone so I could read who had been texting him and all his conversations and I woke up .