Date: 1/14/2017
By Fitful
These dreams are snippets of a life story and progress linearly. I was a young girl and kinda homeless, I was living day to day and currently staying at this house, a friend's house. I think I had been on the move a lot in my life, I kept remembering an island. I didn't have any family but I did have friends and they were letting me stay. But it was more of a squatters situation. It was a derelict house, dark and old and crumbling. Like a old wooden shack I dream of often but this was modern configuration. The colors were black and grey, petrified wood the house had almost rotted too. I was perpetually hungry, I would go and find food, buy it or steal or whatever , come back and eat it, it wouldn't ever be enough. I found myself visiting a doctor for a reason, I was about adult size now. I wasn't that sick but instead I found some little girls, friends of mine, they were very sick. They were plastered with sweat to wooden planks and stacked on top of each other, left to modest medicine because they had no money. I pulled them all off the stack and paid to have their health restored. I suddenly had an abundance of money for that. Perhaps I was a bit older and had found money, I was working maybe, but I think it was more of an attitude thing. I was on a date with this nice funny girl, long blond hair. We went grocery shopping for our meal and I had only four dollars I spent very carefully, almost bought Chinese jello, but instead bought bread, Rosemary, and cheese I think, but I went over it to 7, even tho I had priced it it should have come to four because I bought discounted items. The girl I was with easily picked up my bill, which made me feel shame and gratitude but she expected it paid back, I think, and I felt bad because I didn't know if I could and felt bad she expected it back too. I was deep friends with a few alien beings and in the course of my work, (I think it was work) I bumped into them again and exposed them to their kind. They were doing something they weren't supposed to, being kind to humans or some equivalent thing, and their race recalled them. I was witness to this. Watching them explode into these vivid and powerful beings, needing no body, made of color and space stuff and energy. The alien race was purely mental, beings of great power, when they became what they were supposed to be their minds created worlds, suns, stars. I watched them pulled back into their true form, beings without limit hanging in the emptiness of space, the entirety of galaxies and universes formed with just the pressure of a thought. The ones who were my friends were suddenly on trial and in trouble, the first one, was squeezed with infinite pressure, I'm not sure what squeezed her it might have been space, and it forced her consciousness out of her humanoid body, which when without their spirit became this snapping mindless red gargoyle thing. But they always looked like red gargoyles, it was just more scary when they were mindless. With a consciousness they were actually sweet, fierce, and a bit British. I was horrified because I felt so attached to this one. And her siblings were next. I was on a train, a subway train going into a forest, I think we were going out for a bite, another date with that girl, but I think I was a guy this time. I was still a bit reluctant to spend money and I had other stuff to do but she said the trip would be quick and so I agreed. We were traveling for a while when suddenly I was off the train, which was impossible, but for a minute I saw the train car speeding into the the forest without me, and I was actually standing there wondering how I got pushed off the train, and how I was supposed to get back on. But I realized I couldn't have been pushed off the train, and I felt someone open my eyes the eyes to my physical body, and realized I had been body jacked, my body was still on the train. This shadow guy I was familiar with, in the course of my work, he took over my body. I want back and took my body back, my metaphoric hand wrapped round his throat, intent on ejecting him but it turned out he had come on board in the body of an old man, who was married and they both were friends of mine. Sweet innocent old people. And he threatened to take over any body which became available if I ejected him, he would kill them all after having some fun(his idea of fun was rape and torment) . And if I let him stay in me he would make me kill them all. I weighed it and let him stay in me, thinking I stood a better chance of fighting him. He was a murderous pest, but I had beaten him countless times before. He wasn't even in jail, which meant he wasn't worth the cell. I went back to that wooden house in which I began the dream, in which I was homeless and young. I was a girl again, but still adult size. I was there maybe with the shade guy, or a different bad guy. I was working with one bad guy to catch another. I was intended to inject this toxic glitter into the bad guy we were hunting, but he was at my mercy and i was injecting him and then he pointed out behind me the bad guy I was working with was about to inject me with some glitter poison too. (Note it was in a large glass shot and looked like it should be in a little girls fairy tale dream instead.) It had been a set up. I turned around and stopped him easily.