I had to redo all of school when I graduated high school

Date: 3/15/2020

mar 14 2020: so i lived in a world where once you graduated high school you had to restart your entire school career, basically in the body of whatever age matches with your grade but the brain of a 12th grader. So i graduated high school and then me and everyone else had to go back to grade two where we were all transformed into these tiny toddler bodies. Ms rowan was our teacher and i remember seeing the pichinini twins and ethan defina there in my gr 2 class. Anyway so basically I noticed that my voice was very significantly higher and i hated being in this body so much and i started thinking “why am i redoing gr 2?? i should be going to college not redoing all of school.” I also hated it bc apparently everyone just forgot that im trans and go by everett & everyone started calling me by my full deadname and I hated it but i was scared to correct anyone. Anyway so I made friends w this girl but i dont think i know her irl? i dont remember. so one “assignment” we had was to walk 20 mins outside, but when we went outside, we were walking out of my house and onto my street. everyone else started walking to the right, up the street, bc there was no ice there. my friend wanted to go left, down the street, bc “theres ice there so it’ll be much quicker and we can go inside faster.” so we did, and i started sliding down the hill uncontrollably on my feet being unable to stop so i could safely cross the road at the bottom. I literally just kinda went on my stomach and crossed the road, still not stopping on the road even tho it wasn't icy. Anyway so my friend flew by me, also not stopping but i looked closer and she had ICE SKATES on and was going faster than me but she was in control and she was skating like, professionally. When she got to the bottom of the hill and had to cross the road she literally did one of those figure skating tricks where u spin 3 times in the air and then land gracefully. I yelled out to her “yessss queen!!!” and started clapping :) when i turned around to go back up the street it looked completely different; there were a bunch of dogs let loose everywhere. I saw one that started pooping and he looked like spencer so for some reason i started calling out “spencer! spencer!” but then he got up and turned around and i was like “oh shit that ain’t spencer at all...” anyway so i started picking up the poop and it was mostly blue??? bruh moment, anyway so we went back up the street and into my house and it didn’t look anything like my house, there was still a classroom but it didnt look like my school or any school for that matter, it looked like someone elses house but made for classrooms??? wtf, like my classroom was connected to the kitchen of this place. So it was still recess or outside time or smth, but i wanted to talk to ms rowan about calling me everett and he/him bc i felt like all my progress was just being erased. So me and my brother & sister were all waiting outside her class bc we all had different things we wanted to talk to her about. we were all procrastinating and like waiting outside her classroom fidgeting with everything, and i started writing on her calendar thing with markers. my sister got mad at me and was kinda whisper yelling at me and then ms rowan was like “uh hello is someone there..?” and i was like “haha uh yeah just a second!” and lauren took the calandar and held it over the sink and started ripping out the parts that I wrote on, and i was like “what are u doing!! she’ll be even madder that u ripped up her calandar!!!” and yeah thats all i remember. Oh yeah i also remember the dream felt like it lasted for like days and i was extremely relieved when i woke up.