I feel bad for this. [lucid bj]

Date: 2/20/2018

I find myself in my old room, dimly lit orange light with a girl I know and I'm lucid. As in every lucid dream (which I get a lot of) I always instantly think of 'Fast! Who can I fuck?' She was talking to me about something that I can't recall anymore, like we were arguing, she seemed a bit mad. I was like "come on! I don't have much time before I wake up... We don't have time for talking now!" And I.... Um... I just went close to her and weighed her down into a kneeling position and put my dick in her moth because she wouldn't stop talking... Idk why I did that, it felt to me like rape when I woke up and I felt bad about it... The bright side -She wasn't hurting or anything, just surprised... She didn't bit me or anything, just kept at it... I dunno, I didn't feel very good about it after waking up :(