Babysitting and Love

Date: 2/9/2019

Ran into unknown male. Something tells me that guy has passed because he was pretty special to me.. But in my dream we had just met. His best friend (a guy) wanted the 2 of us to watch his 2 sons. One was a baby in diapers And the other was maybe between 3 and 5. The parents ran some type of business (I want to say ice cream shop) . As the dream went on it seemed to real because I used to do a lot of baby sitting. The one part I remember is we put them both to bed. After we put them to bed we sat together on the couch and kissed and I remember starting to have feelings first him and wanting more then an kiss but he didn't want to take things too fast and kept trying to slow me down. The rest of the dream there were glimpses of the 2 kids and of him introducing me to people in his life and all of them smiling and laughing between themselves as if they were all very surprised buy happy to finally see him with someone.. The feelings I felt for him are what's getting me like I don't remember hisnface or name but it keeps bugging a part of my brain that I felt for so deeply and so hard I'm starting to think D'Arcy (the first love of my life who passes away 10 years ago at the age of 23) may have made a visit.. My heart right now as I'm writing this just plunged down into my stomach as im writing this... God I miss him.