Sean nearly drowned.

Date: 1/7/2020

I saw my older brother. He was taking out some trash to my grandpa's car. (Grandpa has been dead for 6 years now). I asked Sean if he needed my help, and he said yes. I followed. It was raining. The scenery changed, and I was suddenly walking on terrain that is rocky. Similar to the mountains down the street from me. A man passed by me who was carrying groceries. He fell and dropped his things. I asked hi if he was okay. He said yes, and got u and continued walking but fell again. Someone else went over to help the man, so I continued on. When I arrived to where my brother was, i saw my grandpa and my younger brother swimming in murky dark pond water. They were frantically searching. My grandpa kept saying, "where is he?! How could he be hiding?" I asked him what was going on, and he told me they couldn't find Sean. I immediately knew to scan the water for a trail of air bubbles, because that would be where Sean was. I saw a trail of air bubbles and pointed to it so my grandpa could dive in. He dove down and found sean. Sean was upside down with his hands crossed behind his back (similar to the position on the traditional fool tarot card, now that I think about it). I told my grandpa to hand me his leg. I pulled his leg and got him out of the water. I laid him on his back and repositioned his body so i could perform CPR. i listened to his chest and could hear his heartbeat. I began chest compressions, and he started to cough. He said to me, "why didnt you leave me down there? I was about to black out and would have been happy with that"(something like this). I told him, "no! You're my brother. I don't want to lose you!" His voice changed to this weird accent and he said, "I've lost everything. I've lost my girlfriend, my boyfriend." "You lost your sister too, but I don't want to lose you again" , is what I said. I grabbed on to him and started sobbing. He started to cry too. My voice changed as well, but sounded more like a child's voice. He said something about my voice and then he said something else about loss. Then he said, "but when I look at you, I see wings spreading from you" And then I woke up.