Date: 5/12/2018
By sarahlo
**TW: cutting, attempted suicide** my grandpa just had major back surgery irl. in the dream it was my job to watch him to make sure he didn’t fall or anything. i was on the deck at my grandpa’s house overlooking the backyard and i saw my grandpa though the kitchen window. he was about to slit his wrists so i ran into the kitchen to stop him. he told me to keep what i had seen a secret. the next day i was on the same deck where i saw my grandpa through the window. he was in the kitchen. i saw him opening a jar of peanut butter and remembered that he was deathly allergic. once again, i ran into the kitchen to take away the peanut butter. he told me to keep what i had seen a secret. every day for the whole week that i was supposed to watch him he attempted suicide. i couldn’t keep it a secret so i told my dad, but he got mad at me because apparently he had been talking to mom before i had barged in and interrupted. i tried calling 911 but the dispatcher just told me to call 911. i tried telling her that she WAS 911 but she didn’t wanna hear it. so every day for as long as i had to i would go to my grandpa’s house and stop him from killing himself.