Comparing Crystals

Date: 10/4/2016

Had a dream Sean and I were at a party. There was a little white boy who had drugs and Sean was buying some. Some kind of pills...they looked like pink rock crystals inside a pill...and I wanted it too. I dropped my head low and shyly told the white boy that I also wanted some cocaine too. I said it low because I didn't want Sean to judge me. When I looked up it didn't seem like he was phased. An undercover police officer saw the transaction and grabbed the bag. The white boy took off running and we ran behind him. I was explaining to the officer that they were crystals. There were blue lapis lazuli, amethyst, rose quartz and I think a clear quartz crystals. Luckily I had some crystals in my bra and pulled them out and compared what the white boy had and what I had on me. I was trying to convince the police officer that they were just crystals. The police officer wasn't buying it. We hid inside of a bando looking out the window...it turned into a shoot out. There was light flashing from the guns but no one was getting shot or hurt. I woke up. Interpretation: Sean and I want the same thing. The pill filled with pink rock crystals are a symbol of the rose quartz...love, balance, security. The cocaine represents the clear quartz...protection, purpose, energy...we were "caught" buying these things. Drugs take you to a higher level...We physically ran from the police....something trying to stop us from going to the next level. Police represents rules, authority and control. We're running from it. We need to stop running from the rules of a marriage and attain all of the things that the crystals represent. The little white boy (about 9/10yrs old...could be from the convo I was having with Sean about the little white boy that I saw at Sweetwater Creek...no one had to tell him to be nice and speak when he recognized the ranger...he just did it because he's already filled with love and light...he was blissful that he spoke and had a skip in his step after the group chuckled and I said "awww that was nice") 👈🏾 I had to experience that to understand the meaning of this dream. The little boy represents the innocence and love that children already have...everything we're looking for in the drugs is waiting to be re-discovered...I already had the "tools" that correlated with the "drugs" that we were attempting to buy (find). I possess the spiritual tools that I need to protect the family. I used what I had so that we could escape the police (rules of the law)...but we still couldn't get away with it. We hit an obstacle but it wasn't a road block and we weren't beaten by it. We had a shoot out but didn't get hurt. We have to surrender to the rules and live in what we were trying to buy. We both fucking junkies. We're taking two different paths to get there. Lapis lazuli - stimulates wisdom and good judgment; activates the higher mind, desire for truth, knowledge & understanding; opens the third eye chakra Rose quartz - raises self-esteem, confidence & balances emotions; opens up the heart chakra Amethyst- brings protection & spiritual growth; rids negative energy attracting positive change; peace, calm, stability; opens the third eye and crown chakras Clear Quartz - protection, energy, creativity & clarity; unlocks memories, attuned you to your spiritual purpose; aligns all chakras. These are the crystals that we should work with...as a reminder to stay balanced, creative and use good judgment. Deep shit.