My revival

Date: 3/24/2018

I was going through the motions recently and I sort of lost touch with how everything is supposed to go. My Waking life has been extremely stressful lately and it had an effect on when I went to sleep for example staying conscious while the body was asleep became increasingly more difficult over time and I started to get frustrated since I didnt realise what exactly was wrong which added on to the stress building up but once I figured out the issue everything made a complete 180° turn and now I'm back to business. Will power is...well a powerful thing especially when it can be broken down and controlled and I was able to reach this meditative state in seconds and essentially dispersed all my negative energy, stress and emotion and when I tell you I feel a 1000lb lighter I really mean it it's just utter joy I felt when I reconnected with the positive side of me. As I go in this meditative state I then push it further to the mind awake body asleep stage and started remote viewing in my house, I saw my room and then went downstairs to see my dad playing video games in the basement and then I get the urge to start flying around so I reconnect with the physical body then go back into the mind awake state and found myself soaring through the clouds and it's bright as day then went to a city in the night time and purposefully started flipping out of orbit and got disoriented hundreds of feet in the air which was cool, i then brought myself back to my room and lowered my consciousness again to a meditative state and sort of just hovered around in a glowing void until I was woken up.