Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 10/24/2016
By Fitful
I was in the bathroom shitting. I was pregnant and in labor and my sister was waiting for me impatiently. She and her husband were outside but i was constipated a bit and they were glad i was shitting, something about it being a good sign about the pregnancy. i smelled up the bathroom and offended a bunch of church ladies. it was the longest part of the dream this scene. i shit easily at first and then got stuck on the last bit. the ladies were appalled by me and kept talking about me shitting. my sister actually spoke about me from the waiting area. it was embarrassing but i was also too distracted by the pain to care much. later i was in the hosptial and i was in labor and in pain. the doctor gave me a pain med in an IV and it made me loopy. i asked for my cell phone and i texted a guy named Tiger, its funny i am so familiar typing that name because I wrote it out so many times in the dream. I erased it and retyped it several times before sending. I told him i was pregant by him with twins. and i hadnt told him because our relationship had ended poorly. i think i was still a lesbian in this dream because i told him that i dont regularly sleep with guys and actually hadnt slept with anybody since him. he said he was on his way. occasionally throughout the dream, i had flashbacks to before i was pregnanat and i was investigating my sister or her husband? one of them had a brother they didnt know about. no, i was investigating my sisters brother but it turned out he might not be who we thought. i think it turned out he was her husbands brother. investigating implies he was bad, actually he was just missing or we didnt know about him. it was out of sheer curiosity. also our brother was gay with a black man who turned out to be straight. he was lovely and they were lovely together but my sister and i were scolding him for being with a straight guy. actually the guy he was with was so sweet and pretty i wanted him for me. but more in the way a girl wants a gorgeous puppy. not romantically. while i was shitting in the bathoom a guy came in and stared at me. i knew him and it was odd but not creepy, maybe because i was in so much pain i didnt care. his eyed bore into me like he wanted something from me. i ignored him. when i typed tiger on my phone it changed the letters to look like letter flowers, templates which came up automatically. my favorites were pink. the templates were very ornate. i'm not sure what nationality would be my baby, babies actually because as i typed in baby twins came up as automatic template. there were a lot of automatic children templates to choose from. the twins were white and blonde and annoyed me and i almost clicked on the black baby boy or the asian child but they didnt seem right. the twins felt more right even though the nationality was off. I actually didnt recall what Tiger looked like or anything. on the phone he had a compassionate calm supportive air. actually i got the impression he loved me and I was the one which ended the affair, because I was a lesbian probably.