19 Years

Date: 12/21/2016

By anonymousdreamer

I am welcomed in a house, the place I came in at looked like the entry to our kitchen in the apartment, at a table like our dining table sat two people, I was holding some bags. They said something but I don't remember what it was, I am washing dishes at our kitchen sink when I tell a story about a girl [on the news, I suppose?] who left her family for 19 years, they reply with and I know this for a fact "That's what we did with you, left you 19 years ago, but we are here now" next thing I know they aren't in the kitchen anymore and I keep begging to go home, she kept repeating something as if she is keeping me captive which she is, I recognize my dad's voice "its only 6 more hours" and a bit after which is hours in the dream world repeats almost the same thing "its only 3 more hours" as I begged I heard the woman who i didnt recognize whisper to my dad which I recognize him from his voice "just take her back" I am in my bedroom packing and I shake a left out Starbucks cup? I say crying "It's only 3 more hours, I'm okay" but my dad argued that I'm leaving now because of how I acted and I felt guilt deep inside me although I wanted to leave. I'm now what seems to be my sisters guest room at the end of the bed, there is a bucket of dolls and dolls making a line around the bed I guess I have to finish the line, I start placing dolls until I see that same lady and there seems to be a narrator maybe me but it doesn't feel like me, she is holding a doll, too. But it is a Melanie Martinez doll with pink and black hair exactly as she was in the Dollhouse video [I was listening to Melanie Martinez as I fell asleep] and now I feel that I am not Katie I must be playing Melanie Martinez? Why else would they say 19 years? I don't think that is the main case, though.