Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 9/15/2016
By lucid_dreamer32
In my dream, it was christmas and we were at our house in real-life. My real dad, real mom, step-mom, step-sis and step-bro in real life was present in the dream. While everybody was preparing, my step-sis and I had a really big fight. I couldn't remember what it was about but I was really REALLY MAD! Step-bro sided with her and was kind of ganging up on me. I thought, "why do I have to deal with this?". I also remember feeling jealous so I ran away from the house and didn't let anyone know. There was going to be a family christmas party but I didn't care anymore. So I went out. It was raining a bit and it was already dark outside. I went to a neighbor's house and they let me stay there. I didn't know them in real life. There was a man and woman ( i think a married couple ) and an old woman. I was going to spend christmas with them but my dad found the house that I was hiding at. He went there with my mom , my step-mom and some of my cousins. I remember feeling really hurt since I love my dad so much and I don't want to do this to him but I really want to get as far away as I can from my step-sister. So, I was trying to hide really hard, I even circled the house when they searched for me until I got the chance to escape again and ran away. This time, the rain was hard so it was easy for me to hide from them. I went to my car and drove to the mall. When I arrived there, my mom saw me and told me that I should go home and that I should apologize. I was like "never!" and I ran away again. Then I saw people gathering around my car and a white van. What happened was the van backed up into my car and ended up destroying the whole front of it. So I found an empty taxi, tried to drive it and I ended up rear-bumping another taxi. I immediately went out and went to apologize but changed my mind since no one even noticed and there was no damage. I also asked someone where was the original driver of the taxi but they told me to just leave it with them. So I ran again and I ended up at this empty lot behind the mall and some people I know were there and was about to start a party. I remember seeing this hot guy, 2 dance crew members *J* and *J*, a friend *J* ,*R*and *G*. We were just talking like normal and I never said my problem to them. I remember *G * was giving us some treats that looked like miniature smores. Then the scene changed and we were at this big room and there were lots of people. The old woman from earlier was giving a speech and everyone was there including my family. I was feeling really guilty and suddenly I was holding a letter in my hands. I remember that someone gave it to me when I was at the neighbor's house and told me that I should give it to the old woman before she finishes her speech because it is from her "dead grandson". So after I gave that letter. I felt that all the drama was resolved then I saw this blackboard and there were messages for me. I remembered my cousin wrote something like " You are at the bottom now but you are going to be on top", something like that. Friend *R* and others also wrote something but I couldn't remember what it was.