Backyard lucid 12:23am

Date: 11/12/2020

Holy crap. I'm at some party being danced around. There are other people dancing and showing off different dance moves. It's my turn to dance now. I try to say that I can't dance but I'm pulled to the dance floor which is in a backyard. I'm spun around by my hands and danced around by some figure. I do the worm, that usher dance and I'm held upside down so I can do tricks like a handstand. It's very fun. It feels like I can actually dance and do some of the moves. It's so dark though and there seems to be a small fire in the backyard. There are people here but I can't see anyone's faces. I think someone tells the person (laughing as they ask) who is swinging me around to let me up. The person finally does and I realized I'm dreaming! I semi realized it when I was being danced. I was having too much fun to stop. I saw the guy's face. He reminds me of one of my high school friends named Anderson. There are starts in the night sky. His hair is pulled back into a pony tail. I ask the dream for more clarity but am pulled away -- with great force I might add. I noticed that when I'm being pulled back to my body -- or my consciousness is returning -- I have my "eyes" closed. I opened them this time, again, and see that I am hurtling toward some kind of... Hell; I.e., my physical body. It looks like I'm falling from space and catching fire as I'm entering the atmosphere. There looks to be a fire burning in a well full of rocks. I fly right into it and I sort of wonder if I'm actually flying into hell. It's only in retrospect that I understand the metaphor: lucid dreaming/dreaming is my fun -- returning to my body is my hell. As I fly into the fire I don't burn, I'm not afraid, I simply wake up.